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Silence

and the silence echoes like thunder. it screams until it’s all I can do to keep from screaming back. lonliness and silence are the same thing. time seems to stand still and I can’t seem to find the energy to … Continue reading

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Saturday depression

i am depressed and lonely today just as i am most days. bruce is working and liz is out of town in missouri with her boyfriend visiting his parents. she is supposed to be back tomorrow but will be staying … Continue reading

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Dreams

I am now on day two of eating healthier, NOT dieting. I can’t diet. Doesn’t work for me. I have become morbidly obese in medical terms. Totally fat and miserable in my terms. I dream of losing 100 pounds and … Continue reading

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Confusing Friday

What am I confused about? Why did I feel like getting up at 5:30 A.M. this morning to start my day when the days seem SOOOO long anyway? It’s almost noon and I am tired but have at least 9 … Continue reading

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Misc. thoughts

Snow, snow, snow. supposed to get 3 to 6″. Liz home today. Thank God. Bruce working noon till 8. Praying for safe travel for him. What am I gonna do today? Praying the Lord keeps me busy in a good … Continue reading

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Misc. First Blog Thoughts

Wow, a blog. What am I going to do with this? Early morning plans for the day? What is stressing me out? What am I worried about? Why? What am I happy about? Why? What do I feel like discussing…or … Continue reading

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Cruddy Monday

what do you do when everyone around you is in a horrible mood and name calling and verbally beating u up? You pray because there is nothing else. you pray for them, and for whatever their excuse for being hateful … Continue reading

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